I cannot stand it. I have a very bad trait. Jealousy is something that overcomes me. I cannot deny the fact that I am envious of those who are successful in any area. Although there is this tiny percent of me feeling happiness for that person, I am mostly jealous. Once I see that the person is successful, I cannot stop but have the urge to prove that I am better. The truth is, these people are really good and it is almost impossible for me to achieve what they have accomplished.

According to the dictionary, being jealous is "feeling resentment against someone because of that person's rivalry, success, or advantages". This is really the thing that I am feeling. You know that usually in shows and stories, people feeling jealous are usually the "bad characters". I guess that this proves the weakness in me. The only thing that I can feel good about is that I actually realise this weakness.